Prayer Request for Little Kelly :)) Thank you

[KellyinNashville]

Hello all my lovely soul sisters.

Well, last night I saw my father again - for the first time in 15 years.  He was at my brother's house - as yesterday was my brother's birthday.  So dear old Dad calls me and said I must come over there to see him.  Those of you that know my brother and sister-n-law are not speaking to me.

I went, and about 10 of us went out for dinner.  My sister-n-law never spoke a word to me all evening.  My brother spoke about 10 words.  I kept looking at my Dad and thinking that I don't know who the heck he is.  I have never really known this man, as he left when I was 9.  I spent most of my time with my brother's kids - they are the ones who truly love and accept me as just "Aunt Kelly."  I have never been so uncomfortable in my life...

I asked God why my sister-n-law hates me so much?  She has a perfect Norman Rockwell family - they have a nice home, nice cars, good jobs, good friends, and a beautiful family.  They want for nothing.  I just cannot understand why they have chosen me to be the one who is outcast.  

I came home and cried.  I feel I do need to move far away from Nashville to get out from under this cloud of negativity.  It just breaks me in two to leave those two children, as I love them more than life itself.  I am so torn apart.  Please pray for me to have strength to go on and LIVE MY LIFE.  I am just so tired of their judgements and harsh words.  They truly want to see me defeated...

Kel

[richard]

My dearest Kelly;
I was saddened to see your post about the "reunion" with your family.  I think it was an opportunity to see how far you had grown and that you have to overcome these negative feelings towards these people if you are to grow.  Their negativity is an external thing - they will be what they are supposed to be in this life.  But your reaction is what can change and to show them the love of yourself that you have now.   You love them out of choice and the knowledge that we are all perfect at the core energy level and to be loved.  You are loved and can draw on that love when you are low and feeling weak.  We are all here for you and give you strength to overcome this self doubt and release the power of the feelings from your sister-in-law, father, etc.     Soar in the knowledge that you are wonderful and loved.

richard

[starlight]

Hi BIG Beautiful soul Kelly

Kelly - first of all I want to congratulate you for going to your family reunion, please see all the positives as they are the only feelings that belong to you, there will be a reason why you wanted to attend the get together and although you have never known your Father as such, feel the compassion you have freely given, in allowing him to see you, that is just a small indication of how much you have grown

Always remember Kelly, when you take full responsibility for all YOUR feelings, you are living your life, when you give the responsibilites of YOUR feelings away to someone else you are also giving away your Divine blessed power, I too still have to remember this very valid lesson as I find it easier to "blame" my feelings on someone else, especially when I am emotionally attached to a situation. 

It could be that because of the newness and rawness of the "family get together" is still with you, work through these feelings Kelly, write down in your journal and when you are guided to reflect you WILL see what the deeper meaning and lessons are, and YOUR light will be shining brighter and stronger

Im sure if you asked any of your soul family here, most of us still have and always will have those growth times, when we face our "Challenges" that are really "Blessings in disguise" and see more light than ever, once we have worked through them. I believe it is especially true at these times where this very special soul family show collective strength in faith and support one another as Gods children

Know your own strength and power Kelly, and if it works for you, use positive affimations daily and remember to clear yourself of any negativity or lower energies that may have latched on to you.

Just one more thing Kelly, I found that and still do sometimes that the stronger my faith and belief in who I AM, in God and the Angelic realm, sometimes I seem to get little attacks from what I call "gremlins"LOL, but have no fear, the message eventually becomes clear that true unconditional LOVE is the only way.

I pray that you feel the presence of your Angels and guides always

"WE ARE ALL ONE "

Blessings and brightest light always

Adie
XX

[elaine]

 
 Sweet kelly 
This breaks my heart to see you having to go through this pain my love as you are such a wonderful beautiful soul,please know that you dont need to hold on to this pain caused by your family as it isnt yours to begin with if this makes sense!.release this upset and see yourself heal,forgive their actions so that you may find the peace that is within you,i know you are perfectly justified in feeling upset hun but it is you who pays a price for there actions,forgivness doesnt mean what you did to me is ok it means I AM no longer willing to carry this pain in response to your actions, we only punish ourselves by holding on to it. you are so very much loved and your angels will give you the strenght to help you heal from it, by showing this amazing bright light that is within your heart will set an example for others including your family and im quite sure they know it already, i pray kelly that you find this strenght that is already in you love and know how much your angels embrace you more than ever now..sending love & blessed light to you   
much love to you
elaine 


   

[Anne Toinnette]

Kelly, I am so sorry that you have been going through this. I agree with Elaine completely! This is not yours to hold on to. it is your families. Forgive them and release the hurt you have burdened yourself. You do not own this hun. You have the strength and faith to move on knowing that you have done nothing to deserve the treatment you have endured. SO let go, forgive and live for Kelly. We all love you and shower you with prayers and hugs. Angels are giving you the strength needed and healing energy to move forward.  You are a loving, forgiving soul and you deserve the best of everything.

All my love and prayers, AnneT

[KellyinNashville]

Thnak you so very much Elaine, AnneT, Richard and dear Adie!

As I read each one of your posts tonight, I could feel the love surround me.  This Forum has become such a healing haven for us all, the first place to come for direction, for guidance, and for love.

You are all correct.  I am releasing all this, forgiving those involved and going on with MY life just as I planned.  I just read Psalm 27 and it tells me that God will protect us and keep us from our enemies.  I believe that and have handed this over to him.

I am moving ahead with plans to relocate to CA.  The doors are beginning to open, and the path is being laid.  Kelly is flying her FLAG high and proud.  I will go out in to the world and share my love with those who need it!

I love each one of you and I thank you for your love and guidance.

Kel

 

[elaine]

           GO FOR IT GIRL!.    we all here back you all the way!, you already are sharing your bright love kel 
             love & brightest blessings
                 el     
             

[starlight]

Hey Kell

Soooo very proud of you and great to hear you use your "KELLY FLYING HIGH" flag, always remember Kelly, you are a strong soul and God is within you full of love and compassion, theres no better team to be part of than that of God and His angelic realm, WE are ONE and WE are never alone.

 <flying>Bring it on!!!

Blessings and Love to you
Adie
XXX

[Anne Toinnette]

FLY Kelly, FLY HIGH!

The doors are opening for you Kelly. Go with the flow and be who you are meant to be. Know that we are always here and have faith that all will be well as you are strong and full of loving energy.

Love & Light, AnneT 

[KellyinNashville]

Hello all.  Just trying to get back on track here - feels like weeks!

My jaw infection is getting better everyday, and the swelling is finally gone!

My oral surgeon really scolded me - he said this was a n acute infection and could very well have killed me.  Yikes, did not realize it was that serious or I would have gotten medical help much sooner.  Lesson learned!

Now that the angels have saved my life - I have a new life.  They must have wonderful things in store for me down this new road!

Kel

[Mary Beth]

Much Love to you Kelly!!!  So thankful you are better!   

Love-MB

[Anne Toinnette]

Great to hear you are feeling much better Kelly! You will have a fantastic new start.

Angel Blessings, AnneToinnette