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I wasn't sure where to post this but somehow this seems right.. This experience is very dear to my heart.. and I wish to share it with you... I am sorry this story is so long..

About 6-7 yrs ago I had decided it was time for me to leave the common-law relationship I was in.. I never thought that I would come to this decision but I knew in my heart it was time.. I had no where to go with my 12 yr old daughter other than to my mothers, which I really didn't want to burden her again by moving us in.. So I decided to go to a woman's shelter.. It was a scary thought, but something I knew I had to do.. The shelter I had decided to go to was a few miles away, knowing for myself that I would stay away from the relationship if I made this move.. I knew in my heart that it was time to start over..

I knew the sounds of it wasn't too pleasant but it seemed to be the direction I needed to take.. I was thinking of starting life over in a new town and a new beginning for both of us.. When I had gotten to the shelter, they had wanted my daughter and I to participate in counseling sessions, which I felt we really didn't need.. My daughter really didn't want to and I didn't feel she needed to, our breakup wasn't abusive in anyway and it was a mutual decision. Going there was my only alternative at the time other than my mothers and my heart told me not to go that route.. One of the reasons I left was because Ash wasn't happy where we were, she wasn't traumatized by it at all.. The only traumatic thing was where we were at the time..

The people there knew there was no unsettling happenings in this relationship for counseling but had said that to be there it was necessary for everyone to have these sessions.. My daughter really didn't like it there at all and neither had I.. The people running it were suppose to be compassionate, understanding and I really wasn't getting that, it was like routine. Another file to put in the cabinet if that makes any sense.. They had said if we didn't attend, that we would have to leave.. Add this to the rest of my worries..

After a couple days of being there I had felt like this was the worst thing that had ever happened to us, I felt like a terrible mother putting my daughter through this nightmare.. I felt like I had failed, had made the wrong decision.. I would lay in bed at night and cry, thinking about where we were and that I had left the only man I knew I had ever truly loved.. I had missed home terribly and I felt so guilty for bringing my daughter there. Their rules and regulations were truly unrealistic.

These feelings seemed to intensify more every day until one day a the most wonderful woman appeared. I swear to this day this beautiful woman was either an Angel in disguise or an Earth Angel. This woman and her 2 sons also had come to stay at the shelter.. Her husband had been a detective and she worried of him finding her and her sons.. I felt for her, for she had said how he had high ranking people and his career to help in finding them.. See he had not wanted her to leave and had threatened that the children stay with him..

The second day she was there, she had approached me and said that she had studied Angelology and was a healer... She had her own home business involving healing.. She had mentioned how she had noticed how distressed I was and that my aura was muddy.. She wanted to cleanse my aura and help bring me some peace.. Which she did both, I felt so much better after she had done this.. I had told her of a dream I had about my ex, which she had told me was a message that the relationship was dead and had ended completely.. There was no going back this time..

She had talked to me more in depth about her work with Angelology and healing.. She suggested that I keep a dream diary and a prayer journal.. She had told me how a friend would write her prayers asking Jesus for the things that she wanted and that all she had been praying for had been granted to her, a new house, a new job, a new life, etc.. That all I had to do was ask in prayer and He would listen.. This woman also suggested that I read Doreen Virtues book "Angels 101". I am reminded of her often for this book has been recommended to me more than once after this incident.

After this cleansing and our conversation, I felt such a relief come over me.. That night I started my dream diary and my prayer journal.. My car had broken down, I had no way of getting around this new town and it was totally frustrating. I wanted to feel better about the decision I had made to leave, and I wanted so badly to be gone from this place that was suppose to be so compassionate and caring..

This first night of recording and praying, the most amazing thing happened that I will hold dear to my heart for the rest of this lifetime.. I had just finished my prayers, closed my eyes thinking as I always did when I went to bed.. I was visualizing nothing when before me stood Jesus! It was unbelievable..This complete feeling of relief, reassurance, exhilaration came over me. It was such an amazing experience that I cannot even tell you how it felt.. He looked like we have been shown in pictures, only His hair was a beautiful blonde, His face so smooth, eyes so vibrant, a compassionate smile on His face.. I knew I wasn't seeing things and it wasn't my imagination.. I had been thinking about my worries and He just appeared before me.. I cried non stop, not tears of fear, or joy or worry.. but like my spirit was crying.. I still cry to this day whenever I think, talk or write about this miracle.. After this experience everything started to change.. I felt completely different about everything.. My enthusiasm was back, I was out of my funk and ready to move forward..

I knew that He was with me and watching over me.. That all would be fine for Jesus was looking out for me.. The next morning when I had gotten up I tried to find this woman to tell her what had happened, but she was gone.. The people there would tell me nothing.. It was as if they had just vanished.. I believe and will always believe she was an Angel sent to help me through this devastating time.. To me it was a disaster for having taken my daughter to this place, their rules and regulations were unreal.. the feelings of loss for I knew that this relationship was definitely at an end.. This woman helped to direct me on my spiritual journey.. I will always remember her and pray that she is experiencing a life full of love and joy..

Not long after this happened, I moved in with my mother for a short while before moving into our own apartment and starting life all over again.. Since my spiritual journey continues and grows stronger each and every day..

Since this incident I still can see His face, I remember every detail of His appearance and I will cherish it forever...

Much Love and LIght, AnneT

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