How to release emotional blockage?

[Lovely-me]

Dear all,
I am not sure if I post this in the right box but I have gone trough all the subjects and didnt really find a proper one... Moderator, if you wish to relocate my message, fine by me 
Something is holding me back (re)connecting with the Angels so maybe you can help me with suggestions? I have done Angel meditation and meditation healing etc
Maybe its just my impatience or something else...
So any hint is welcome
Ty
All the best to you

[AnneToinnette]

Hi Lovely-Me... Again welcome aboard!

I believe you are receiving messages from your Angels.. just not in the way that you are expecting to.. You found this forum because your angels guided you here.. In your first post you stated that you do not have a church/mentorship in your area.. The angels are obviously listening to have sent you here.. So they are listening and in sending you here they are sending you a message.

Angels communicate with us in many different ways.. because we do not hear the messages physically doesnt mean we are not getting them..  Many members lately have said that their Angels have guided them here and I believe that to be true.. they led me here through Dyan..

As for meditation.. it is possible that you want so badly to communicate that your impatience is getting in the way.. not hearing from them the way you have expected could have you feeling doubt and I believe if you were to think positively and keep the thought that your Angels are connecting with you, clear your mind completely during meditation.. that you will hear from your Angels.. There are times when you will not hear but you will have a knowing that they are connecting through other means.

Although in knowing that they sent you here.. knowing that they are listening and trying to communicate to you on a different level.. should help you to be patient and positive when meditating.. I do not always receive messages from my Angels during meditation either but i do get them in other ways.. Know that they truly are listening and responding even though you do not physically hear them..

Love AnneT 

[Lovely-me]

And thank you again..!

I just typed a message and I think I have deleted it.... I cant find it any more.
Anyway, it was containing another lesson of self study for me  I noticed that I am basically focussing on the wrong thing during meditation and yes, I am toooooo impatient. I am 1 or maybe 2 steps ahead... I "expect" the Angels to give me clear solutions for difficult situations whilst I should focus more on mutual communication in the first place.  So while writing that message I kind of confronted myself with that.
To clarify my thinking, just an example. After asking the Angels for a signsoem time after I see a white feather falling out of nowhere...I'll tell myself that there probably is a pigeon on the roof top fighting with her fellow pigeon sister... Might be ignorance, might be fear, might be me altering the truth.
So thank you for focussing me on myself, I know I have to be more patient and have no expectations than that the Angels do want me to hear/see/feel them

lesson learned 

[Anne Toinnette]

You are quite welcome.. Sometimes it takes someone else to help us see the messages that we are receiving.. Our minds are so focused on wanting that we miss the signs.. I have done this so many times myself.. Realizing later that the signs were always there.. Its just a matter of reminding ourselves to be positive, have patience and open ourselves up to receive those messages..  The Angels will always come through for us.. I look forward to seeing you around and reading many of your posts.
Much Love, AnneT