Feeling Like An Alien
Dear Dyan:
As crazy as this sounds I don’t feel like I belong here on Earth. Everything seems so foreign to me that is supposed to be normal. Take for example relationships. I try to act normal and say I want to date and fall in love…but in reality the entire idea to me is weird and uncomfortable. Also, violence and the way people treat each other I just cannot understand it and if I do hear or see anything like this it deeply affects me and I cannot bear it and feel responsible for it.
Many times I do want to leave here. I feel like the oddball out and I hate it. Sometimes these feelings get so intense that I just wish I could leave already. I feel like okay, it’s been great but I want to go to where I really came from and let this “vacation” end already because I have had had enough time experiencing all of this. I know this sounds nuts because I even have a difficult time believing what I am saying to you, but it’s true.
I have looked up the term star child and at times I wonder if that’s me and who I truly am. I have been told that I am an Earth Angel by more than one person who never knew that the other said the exact same thing to me and also with me opening a book up to an exact page with that message in it. If I am what’s the point of feeling this way and going through life in such a manner? I am not trying to put labels or limitations or myself with stating this,but rather showing you where I am coming from.
I am not sure how to conform or be myself without being viewed as a freak which is what I get at times with my fascination with angels, and other metaphysical beliefs that I spend time learning/reading about. A lot of people I know don’t get me and who I am and have changed into. What can I possibly do to help myself and overcome these deep feelings of alienation?
Hello Angel:
I hope it’s helpful to know that I understand completely. It’s not as crazy sounding as you think. You’re just missing “Home” and that’s OK. Beings from the angelic realm volunteered and were sent here to Earth to help hold the grid, and to try to help shift the deep-seated negative vibrations of this planet, for many reasons. One reason is because the way people comport themselves here is affecting other beings and planets. So it’s very simple: Beings with strong and loving vibrations such as you have, were asked to come here to help negate the negative energy that comes from the way people treat one another here.
In fact, I just said this very thing to my husband yesterday. I said that I cannot stand the way people treat one another and their inability to see the bigger picture of what they do. Many here are stuck in what they “think they see.” Just know that you are not alone and there are many “Lightworkers” who feel exactly the way you do, even if they don’t say so. The point of being here is not to feel alienated, strange, and different, but to hold a point of Light to the planet. In other words, if you truly see the bigger picture, then you must begin to try to live the bigger picture.
Now, what can you do? The first thing is to focus on connecting with like-minded people, such as in our Voice of the Angels.com forum. The second thing is to try to let go of what other people think of you. I know that can be challenging, but you can do it. Validation must come from inside, not outside. Just be comfortable in who you are and begin to align with your life’s purpose. You will have to do some soul-searching to figure out exactly what that is, but once you find it a lot of what you’re feeling right now will dissipate.
The earth-bound ego will tell us that we need to be a certain way to fit in. The ego will tell us that we need other people to stamp our parking ticket. But that’s the illusion. You’re OK. There isn’t anything wrong with you, but you have to come to know that deeply, firmly, and undeniably inside yourself so that you can do the work you came to do. When you focus on that – living your life’s purpose - a lot of the outside stuff falls away and become unimportant. Learn to love yourself Angel, because when you do things will begin to fall into place.
With Love,
Dyan
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