Hi Mary Beth: Thank you for writing. I’m glad you’ve enjoyed the site and hope that you continue to do so. I’m answering your letter in a little different format than I normally do because there is a lot here. Please see my answers below.
Dear Dyan,
For over a year I have enjoyed your positive and spiritual site. I would visit every morning and enjoy the Angel Readings. The past few months, I have been busy and seemed to have veered from my morning routine. Today, I
was drawn to visit again. I happened to read some of the Dear Dyan posts and saw that you were a psychic along with your many other talents.
Yes, I am clairvoyant, clairaudient, and clairsentient. In addition I’m a voice recognition psychic and a trance channel. I was awakened to these gifts at about three years old.
Over the past few months, I have been having some visions, and “feelings”. In the past, these were simple”flashes,” a picture. For example my young son (he’s 4) was with my husband supposedly at a friend’s house. I saw a flash of my son falling off the back of a boat into brown water. I called my husband and asked where he was…he was at the friend’s boat and my son jack was on the back without a lifejacket. My husband was a little freaked out by what I told him I saw.
It is important to note that we were not dropped off here on the planet with no way to “phone home.” We all have innate telepathy and we all have innate intuition. Also our angels and guides are always trying to communicate with us. We have only to listen. Nothing really strange about it. It’s normal and natural.
Once while resting after nursing my youngest child, I clearly heard a voice say, “You need to call Grandma Joe and tell her you love her and hope she finds her peace.” Now I wasn’t thinking of her, I haven’t spoken to her in over 20 years…she is a narcissist and hurt my family and myself tremendously.
Often, narcissists feel that they are the most “giving” people in the world. They truly do not understand that they are perceived totally differently by most people. They do not understand the consequences of their actions.
I would be the last person to tell her this and yet I couldn’t shake the feeling that I had to do this…an unbelievable feeling of love for her and sadness at the choices in her life filled me..I tried to call her to tell her that I love her and forgive her, but was unable to reach her for two weeks as the day I heard the voice, she was taken to the hospital due to a stroke and was then in a rehab. I did finally speak to her and told her I love her and that if she ever needs me that I am here for her. The most beautiful feeling of love and light filled me, it was beautiful!
You are very compassionate. Forgiveness is very powerful. Often people feel they have done their forgiveness work, but they’ve only really done it on one level – the physical, earthly level. Forgiveness must also be done in spirit as well. I think you just discovered this. Good work! It’s very, very forward moving energy.
As of late, I have been having more “dreams” and “feelings”. I’m OK with the “flashes” or the “gut feelings.” However, just recently, I began to get information..can’t explain it. It just comes into my head.
I understand completely. This is perfectly natural as well. These are your angels and guides communicating with you. Sometimes when people just begin to come awake to their abilities to communicate, they do get rather freaked out. When this happens, simply move the ego-self aside and accept this communication as normal, because it truly is. Personally, I’d be more freaked out if I didn’t hear “voices.” I’ve been hearing them all my life and I do consider myself perfectly sane. Again, to hear these communications clearly, one must step aside from what they “think” they know. The linear mind can definitely play its own tricks.
As we move more toward ascension and energetic shift, the veil between this earthly world and the other realms begins to thin. So it makes communications with other beings more clear as never before. The goal is to be able to step aside from the “self” and just let the information flow through.
I was at my girlfriend’s house..She had a fire that someone set and believes she know who it was. We went for a walk in her neighborhood and were talking…all of a sudden I felt like I walked into a wall of negative “scary” energy..I wanted to walk away fast from this house we were in front of, I had never felt anything like this before, yet I couldn’t just
leave.
This is called “empathic ability.” Normal. Nothing to be afraid of. It’s a great gift.
I had to “look” at a certain spot and then I walked fast, trying to “shake” off this feeling…my girlfriend was freaked because out of the 50 houses we walked past, it turns out that was the house the kid lived in that she thought had set the fire…as we continued to walk home, as we got closer to her house, I ’saw” him walking, like I was re-tracing his path to her house that night. When we got home, she started to tell me how strange that was that I would “feel” that house.
She then started to say how angry she was at him and all of a sudden I “got” this feeling of sorrow for him. I told her that he is weak and lonely, boredom and that it wasn’t him that set the fire, but this other side of him that takes over
because he is weak…I said we had to pray for him and she started to say but what if he comes back, I got very clearly that he wouldn’t that this had nothing to do with her, but that it was random on his part, he just had the need to do it.
Empathic ability helps people heal. This is a good and fine gift. Often Empaths help in police investigations. Very helpful to all.
She said but what if the fire took over the whole house? Her Dad who’’s 88 would have died. All of a sudden I had a “flash” of what I believe was an angel…very tall, it’s shoulders were above my head, I can’t tell if it was male or female, it feels like both, but I felt such a sense of love and peace and protection.
Angels often appear as androgenous. Here on Earth we have the “created” concept of male and female for reasons of physical procreation and also for identification and labeling. Gender is not necessarily a factor in the other realms. We often believe that our earthbound perceptions are the same in other realities. This is our egocentric point of view, but the truth is just because things appear one way in this earthbound illusion, it does not mean they are this way everywhere else.
I ’saw” this in front of the window where the fire was started. .I turned to her and said nothing would have happened, that there was an angel standing there and that although we all have free will and this kid had to do what he did, that the angel protected them and nothing physically would have happened.
If we only knew how protected we are. Fear truly is an illusion.
It is because of this vision and feeling of the angel that the horrible feelings that were still with me from the house finally went away. I actually walked over to the window and stood where I saw the angel. You would think that this spot where the fire damage was would feel terrible, but it was such a wonderful sense of love and peace it was as if I bathed in that energy to rid myself of the negative energy I encountered. As I stood there, all of a sudden, I HAD to tell her the name Robert/Robbie…I said that I have to tell you this…it is going to mean something. I don’t know why, but it’s
like I had to tell her, I couldn’t get rid of the feeling…this was at 10pm.
Spirit is very persistent. Gentle, but persistent. If you keep being prompted to do something, it’s probably your angels. This is where we must use discernment. As I said, one can tell if it’s Spirit because it’s gentle and persistent and won’t hurt anyone, but it will help them. That’s how you know. Look to the fruits, to the results. And try to remember that as a message bringer, it’s not about you. It’s about the message.
We then had some coffee and dessert and girl-talk and went to bed. The next day, we enjoyed ourselves and made an early dinner and ate at 3:30 with her parents. After wards, we took her dad for a walk. We asked him which way he wanted to go, left or right, he turned right and off we went with him pushing his walker. As we got a bit farther, he wanted to give up so I started cheering him on. There were people putting trash out two doors down and they started cheering him on too.
As I got to their house, a little boy of 7 came out and said hello. He was adorable, he had Down’s Syndrome and gave me a hug, I asked his name and he said “RJ.” His mom came over and introduced herself. They were from East Orange and were visiting her parents and this was their house that they were at. She told me that RJ had Down’s
Syndrome and I said that he was adorable and perfect the way he was and that I was a special education teacher and although some people view that as a handicap, I don’t.
I agree. The children that are coming in now are coming in on a very different light ray. They come in knowing who they are and they come with very special gifts. The reason for that is that the current education system must change. Children are being labeled in all sorts of cruel ways that just don’t even make sense. “Learning disabled” is misnomer indeed. These children learn in multi-dimensional ways and are being made to feel there is something wrong with them because they have trouble learning in a linear fashion. Truly this has to change. It’s really no different with someone that has Down’s Syndrome. They are very, very special people who bring great gifts. It’s also very important for parents of these children, whether it’s a parent of so called “Learning Disabled” or other, to understand that you were chosen to parent these children. There is absolutely no “failure” on anyone’s part.
My girlfriend and her father finally came to their driveway and my girlfriend began to talk to her as my friend is the Social Worker at my school ad case manages my students. As we were about to leave, RJ’’s dad walked over and introduced himself to me and said hello, “I’m Robert.” With that the Mom said “Robbie, she’s leaving, say goodbye.”
My girlfriend and I almost fell over…Robert, Robbie what I was given the night before. I had thought it had to do with the kid with the fire, but now see It happened as a confirmation for me to not doubt what was I was feeling or getting as the just “knowing’ thing is a new chapter for me.
“Knowing” is known as Clairsentience. Perfectly natural. And getting names is a very big gift. Not everyone can do that. Because names are vibration and don’t necessarily translate into something that we can fit into our vocabulary here. So, this is a wonderful gift!
With that said, “I’m OK with the “flashes,” ” just knowing” or the voice that told me to call my grandmother however, the feeling thing.
These are Empathic ability and Clairsentience as I mentioned previously. We must learn to love and accept ourselves the way we are. To be anything other than what we are is not the truth, but it is illusion.
Picking up the bad energy…this SCARES me! How do I protect myself and stop from carrying this with me?
Very simply understand that this energy does not belong to you. Take a detached view of it. It’s not energy that’s attacking you or trying to hurt you. It’s energy that is or was and it certainly and very simply does not belong to you. To be a conduit of Spirit, to be a bringer of information, to be a messenger, is a wonderful thing because it helps people move forward. You’re simply a vessel. A channel. And if you think about the word “channel,” one definition in say for example, boating terms, is a place where deep things can pass through. See?
I pray for God to surround me with His love and light and for my angels to surround me, but I’m still afraid and I know fear is dangerous.
We are always protected and safe. As with any fear one must really get to the root of it and ask themselves what they are really afraid of anyway? Death? We are safe, protected, loved, and very guided. Fear can be a good and healthy thing because its genetic purpose is for survival and we are basically programmed to fear death. However, in what we’re talking about here you really have to ask yourself then in what way is your survival being threatened? People tend to fear things they do not understand. If you understand what I said previously about channels and messengers, then maybe you can come to understand there is nothing to be afraid of.
I also want to be able to control this…to turn it Off and On…as of now, things just come…wherever and whenever.
This really just is a matter of practice and point of view. If you understand that this functions as a radio, maybe that helps you. To use a radio you have to plug it in. Then you have to turn it on. Then you have to tune it in to a particular station. It’s the same with these gifts. Turn it on, tune it in. Otherwise it’s just not on. We cannot go around as open receivers all the time. We must learn that it is ok to make a boundary. In public do you feel that you must talk to and engage with everyone in the grocery store? Of course not. You have a boundary. You have a shopping space. If you want to talk to someone you do. If you don’t you just don’t. Must we answer the phone every time it rings?
I feel that I could have picked up more at that house, but was afraid of the energy there…how can I feel secure and safe so that I can get all that I’m supposed to from it and not let my fear stop me?
Hopefully, what I just said helps you do that. There is nothing to be afraid of unless as I said you are afraid to go out in public or afraid to not answer the phone. And I do know that some people are and that’s ok. But my point is that you do have control. You are not a victim unless you believe that you must be one. Also try to get these words in your vocabulary: “I am willing” and “I am not willing.” You get to choose. That is the beauty of the gift of free will.
Does any of this make sense to you…do you get ‘flashes” or hear things or sense things or just know???
LOL! Of course. I think most people do actually. But some just persist in having their radio permanently turned off or so low they can’t hear anything but white noise. As a messenger, I’ve been asked to do a lot of things that have seemed very strange and I’ve delivered many messages. Sometimes that has been uncomfortable. Sometimes people want to hear and sometimes they don’t.
My point is that I’ve been willing to deliver them most times and sometimes not. It’s my choice. And in that delivery I detach. It’s not that I don’t care, because I do care very much about what I do. I’m just very clear on what is my issue and what is not my issue. I bring forth the information because that is what I signed up to do here on Earth, and everyone or anyone gets to take the information and do what they choose to do with it. I am not attached to the outcome of how they use the information or don’t use the information, or even how they perceive the information. It is their choice as it is my choice to deliver or not. Do you see?
My husband believes, but I think he’s afraid and has told me he’s worried about the negative energy and that I may be opening a door I shouldn’t.
Fear blocks love. Why do we assume that this is negative energy? What is the basis of that? Again, fear comes from not understanding. Once we understand something fear goes away.
I am also worried for my oldest daughter. She seems to be sensitive too…one day when she was 3, out of the blue she told me I had a baby in my belly and her name was Madison…she was adamant and annoyed with me that I doubted her, I asked her how she “knew” and she told me she talked to Madison and that she knew she was coming. Now to have my other two children I had surgery and fertility drugs. We hadn’t been trying for another baby and I had just told my doctor that I didn’t want any more surgery. Well, 2 weeks later, I found out I was pregnant and sure enough when the baby was born it was a girl and we named her Madison. If Katharine’s gifts develop as well, I want to make sure that she is able to protect herself as well.
Babies come in with their crown chakras open and trusting. They come in connected to Spirit. That is the baby soft spot on the top of their heads. It closes as a form of “protection” as they fully seat into their earthly incarnations. They also come in “connected” by the umbilical cord and they remain connected until that cord is cut. They don’t come in here with fear. They come in with love. Open, trusting, connected. Fear is learned. Fear is taught.
Again, we are going to be seeing many great gifts coming from children. They know who they are. They are not afraid and won’t be unless you teach them to be afraid. Examine why you are afraid, who taught you to be afraid, etc. Perhaps you evidenced these sensitivities at an early age as well. And perhaps someone who was afraid taught you to shut that part of yourself down. Truly, we cannot stuff down who we really are. Eventually it just comes back to the surface. Examine your own childhood and see if you can identify the patterns and belief systems that were taught to you regarding gifts of Spirit. Then you can make a decision on what you want to teach your daugher regarding fear.
Any advice or assistance you can offer is greatly appreciated…thank you
for your beautiful web-site!
You are most welcome, Mary Beth! My advice is to let go of fear so that love can come in. It is through love that all things are healed.
Peace and Blessings to You!
mary beth
Peace and Blessings to you too and all who read your letter. I hope you have found this helpful.
Dyan
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